i wish it didn't hurt. i wish i didn't care. i wish it didn't matter. i wish i was happy. i wish i had money. i wish i could sleep at night. i wish i could just enjoy food. i wish you were here. i wish you meant it. i wish i was different. i wish i lived somewhere else. i wish i didn't existed. and a girl who laughs and talks alot and seems very happy is also a girl who may cry herself to sleep.
no, i am not bitter. no, i don't love you anymore. why am i ignoring you ? i just don't give a f*ck anymore. i like you, you put up with my bullshit. the truth is I'm not great, I'm not that special, I'm really awkward and I'm not that pretty. but i'll always be there for you, and i'll try to make you laugh.



` ~ bi , thanks for all the sorrows you gave me. you pass me through love and pain at the same time. gosh, you're such a nice guy lar kan ?

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