to my daily readers , sorry for keeping my blog dead .
i've been busy and so in love during all this while (:
but as for today , i'm just gonna update what i've done in school and stuff .
so here we go ~
gosh , since last night i've not been in a good mood . idk to salahkan bi<3 about last night or it's just my moods .
- cried > fikiran > cried > tidur .
and as for this morning i gaduh with mummy , or should i say mummy gaduh with me ?
it's because yesterday i came home late for school , but i had to visit bestbuddy as she just got discharge . had to spend time , had to cheer her up & all . and besides that i miss bestbuddy so bloody much ~
but i think i've just disappoint my mum by going home late for the past two days .
abeh this morning i just couldn't bare what she said , "why must i help you ?! i'm not your servant okay ?! if you don't care for me why must i care for you ?!" .
- heartache > almost cried > damn disappointed .
sumpah i went school with a fucked up face siaaa and when i duduk i terus cover my face . twin and bestfriend began to ask "why what happen ?" and all ~
but at the point of time , i couldn't even say a word . so i just remain quiet .
as bestfriend had to go for floral arrangement course , i and twin was left .
and our first period was CPA . again the same thing , twin asked "why what happen ?" , but i just kept nodding my head and said no nothing . pastu when my tears fell , twin was so frighten that she asked bi<3 to pujuk and talk to me .
well , even when bi<3 asked me the same question , i replied the same answer . abe he dah bingit he said , "abe asal you nangis bi ?! you gila , buang terbiat ke ?!" . by the tone of his question , he really made me laugh . seriously , bi<3 is so cute and funny . he's the only one that could cheer me up whenever i'm down (:
so yes , he began to make me smile , until now i'm smiling ~ tersengih-sengih seh sampai sekarang (:
and now my day is so bright thanks to him (:
bi<3 if you're reading , thanks aye dear ? :D
but it would be more brighter if bestfriend was there with me the whole day !
bestfriend , imissyou ALOT ALOT (:

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