ye , another problem with my beloved abang angkat . why eyk ? jealous sangat ke si dia tu ?! alaaamak , buatdarah aku naik je uh siooool ! i'm fucking annoyed with that person . korang nak tau siapa , pandai pandaipikir kay deaaars ? well , what i care i have the right to be close with him or whatever . even he lovesme/treats me as his best adik angkat . i'm not proud of it , just trying to speak the truth . i'm sorry for thisharsh words to others out there , please do not pikir lain kaaay ? i'm reaaally so sorry , i'm just too fuckedup at this moment . he's my only abang angkat sey , i mean siapa tak mengamok siol , aku seburuk-buruk ginitak pun berbual buruk pasal si dia tu . than why all this happening to me ? apa salah aku at the first place ? iasked abang dy , the only he thing he told me is that 'entah lah adik , abang pun tak tahu what's hapening' . ifyou show me face , i show you back . as simple as that kaaay ? kau berbual buruk pasal aku , aku punberbual buruk pasal kau arh siol . like i give a fucking damn care . ish ! firstly , i've not been talking to mydad . next one , twin and me having distance already . bee , even you ! next , i don't want abang dy to go too .i'll break down for god sake . who ever i gave love , attention all the time they are the one going faraway from me . if all this happen to the rest of you out there . how will you all feel ?! of course fucked up kan ?