; Munir Ferrero's♥

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

if only i'd ...

bear , if only you'd asked me to stay , i will . SHUCKS !

moodswing laa siul ~

why do i keep having this problem ?

i can get insomnia siaa .

currently fcuked-up , stress , in deep thought !

i always thought that i'm the girl who doesn't bother about my future . but i'm scared to face my future now .

i even don't want to step in ITE . no-no-no mum . please ?

i only want to work after n-levels .

don't want to face any creepy heart-aches shitty-shitxx problem .

enough man , enough !

have you'll ever thought that why do we girls fall so easy for guys ?

i don't want to fall for anybody .

im depressly out of this L.O.V.E thinggy kay ?

when my girlfriends talked about their love ones or their crush ,

i'll be like , " eww ? please change the boring chapter , girls ."

but it feels like i'm just trying to be strong .

even the other day , i almost fight with wanie .

about guys of course , or maybe about the feelings towards the guy she likes .

her moodwinged , & her words went harsed on me .

i didn't reply at all .

i text bee .

told him eveything , not actually everything .

just summery .

then he was like ,

"bee , don't take it to heart , it happens ."

then the next second wanie texted , she asked for forgiveness and all .

we went cool after that .

i know , my atitude sucks in a way .

i also know my bbygirls loves me .

don't know what to do .

having this weird thinking , thanks to you bear . kay ??